I miss them... :(

Well, woke up today and suddenly I remembered the moment when I was with them. Even though it was just for a moment, but for me I believe they were among the bestest friend I could ever have. We went everywhere together, we did the job together, even though I'm not like them, but i always felt appreciated when Im with them.

Everything turned ugly when that case happened, and that another case happened. I did not mean everything turned out to be like these, I hate it, I missed all of them, seriously. I hope both of them can forgive me, as everything that I've done, had been driven to misunderstanding, and shredded all of our friendship and trust. I have no right to blame them as that was the path I've chosen and the consequences to my action, I lost two friends that I can always count on, and whom I can call my brothers.

I'm not sure these message can reach them or not but both of you guys, even though we just be best friends for less than 6 month, but all of you will always remains as my friends, not sure will both of you.